It helped propel me forward to address some of my life's deepest chains and dispaie. WOW
I'm so grateful for the opportunity of using flower essences. BB is like magic, I love it because it does not rush anything, it does not push... it works with grace. I felt the fears, the limitations melt and almost taking me by surprise. Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!
I struggle with my empathy and codependence taking over in many of my relationships. After reading about this elixir on the site and later, in the Flower Evolution book I became extremely drawn to the Black Bat's energy and appearance. It has not disappointed! It's really helped me protect my energies without losing the beauty of being an empath. So nurturing my ability to compartmentalize and set boundaries in a healthy way!
I think what this elixir gave me most of all was a renewed sense of confidence, and interestingly, the "protective anger/ferocity" they mention in the description. I definitely felt more powerful, and able to self-advocate.
I am taking several different elixirs (blends & singles) currently, so it can often be hard to say what the exact effects of each might be. However, I am quite certain of the effects of Black Bat, as it very quickly brings up the same energies from within me every time I take it. Those energies happen to be ones of deep fear; perhaps even paranoia, as stated in the listing. I don't really consider myself a paranoid person because, although I tend to be wary of much, it's for good reason due to very strange occurrences & traumas in my past. But Black Bat amplifies everything so much that I become almost panicky & afraid of everything! It can be pretty overwhelming. I understand that elixirs work this way sometimes though, so I can't complain. I know that Black Bat is bringing up the fear so I can deal with it once & for all. In fact, this elixir doesn't just leave you out in the cold; I have found that BB makes it easier to identify the source of my fears, and I am working through them (which wasn't happening before, maybe because they were so repressed). Ultimately, this seems like it will make me stronger, braver & more resilient.