I initially chose Spotted Bee Balm to help with moving overseas and beginning a new job, but this has been delayed. In the meantime, I have been doing a lot of inner work on childhood trauma and noticed that this elixir helped me feel less overwhelmed than I have in the past while looking at these issues. Although I still felt heavy, I was more able to sit with my emotions without needing to distract or numb myself. I also simultaneously felt optimistic about the future and could see the light at the end of the tunnel. There were several mornings where I woke up and felt invigorated and ready to tackle these issues, whereas in the past, I often felt overwhelmed and had to talk myself into it and could only focus for short periods of time. After spending several hours at a time on trauma issues, I am able to shift back into the present with more easy and not feel quite so heavy in the rest of my day. I have also been taking Infinite Love at the same time, which has noticeably helped me to soften toward myself and allowed me to experience spontaneous moments of joy for no reason at all.
This elixir helped give comfort and support when faced with difficult circumstances. It was gentle, and made forgiveness come more easily.
This has been my favorite elixir since I first experienced it through the Flowerevolution program several years ago. For me, it has been such a gentle and supportive elixir. It’s one that I return to when the world around me feels rough. It lends that hope that one can move through whatever is going on and encourages taking one’s time and showing self-compassion.
I decided to purchase Spotted Bee Balm during a time of very tough transitions in my life. I knew that there were going to be a lot of heavy feelings associated with the grieving process and wanted to give my heart some extra protection and support. SBB’s protection allowed me to feel all the phases of grief without ever feeling hopeless or completely weighed down by the painful side of the changes I was experiencing. It felt like a way to add padding around my precious heart or a way to nurture myself from the inside so I could continue gracefully moving forward in a way that helped me get closer to healing and acceptance of my circumstances. It allowed me to be brave and know that everything in life is temporary and I gave me an “I can do it!” attitude :)
Working with this flower elixir has helped me to feel the strength and grace I needed to acknowledge and confront traumas from my childhood and, more importantly, to forgive and to truly let go of the pain, sadness, and anger. I've been on this healing journey for quite some time now, but the spotted bee balm really gave me a boost and I am feeling so at peace after working with it. I have noticed too that I am no longer defaulting to the same patterns/roles as I so often did during hard times / with certain family members; rather, I am empowered to speak my truth, honor my feelings, and stand my ground, gently and with love. I feel so much more free and at peace.