This is my second elixir from Lotuswei. I have been a total mess, out of control, as far as negativity and impatient behavior and irritability- darkness along those lines. I was thinking that flower essences weren't creating the shift to a nicer me at all, until today. The clouds broke and Light flooded me. I started having epiphany after epiphany, not only seeing myself for what I am, but also the way to get to a better me, knowing to the core what it is I do want. The physical pains and upsets that I was experiencing for the past month suddenly were not bad- I intuitively understand they were part of the shift, almost like the poison that was released from my stuck emotions. Its been an incredible day. I still have over half a bottle full, and all I can think was, this elixir wasnt about me becoming more patient, nurturing and graceful, it was about me being cared for by this elixir in a patient, nurturing and graceful way while I was purging. So now, I think I have room to become those things to others, or am on my way to that. My heart is full of gratitude.