I think what this elixir gave me most of all was a renewed sense of confidence, and interestingly, the "protective anger/ferocity" they mention in the description. I definitely felt more powerful, and able to self-advocate.
I am taking several different elixirs (blends & singles) currently, so it can often be hard to say what the exact effects of each might be. However, I am quite certain of the effects of Black Bat, as it very quickly brings up the same energies from within me every time I take it. Those energies happen to be ones of deep fear; perhaps even paranoia, as stated in the listing. I don't really consider myself a paranoid person because, although I tend to be wary of much, it's for good reason due to very strange occurrences & traumas in my past. But Black Bat amplifies everything so much that I become almost panicky & afraid of everything! It can be pretty overwhelming. I understand that elixirs work this way sometimes though, so I can't complain. I know that Black Bat is bringing up the fear so I can deal with it once & for all. In fact, this elixir doesn't just leave you out in the cold; I have found that BB makes it easier to identify the source of my fears, and I am working through them (which wasn't happening before, maybe because they were so repressed). Ultimately, this seems like it will make me stronger, braver & more resilient.
I ordered Black Bat Flower Elixir when feelings of anger were beginning to come up regularly. Black Bat Elixir shed light on where the anger was really coming from. Bringing the source of anger into the open gave me the opportunity to examine and move forward in a healthy manner. Thank you!
I ordered this elixir and fierce compassion for my birthday to celebrate myself and growth. I usually am one that is shy to speak - and wanted to work on self love at the deepest levels of dusty unconscious patterns. At the moment I am walking through a big transition in career and home life arenas - I needed to find my voice and speak it confidently and clearly. I was a bit unsure what was going to come out, but what did end up coming out of me was the ability to speak without agonizing over how to say something. It was full of brevity and humor while handling very real things. I was surprised and grateful - the courage to navigate communication in relationships was close at hand and the words came easily.
This elixir has helped me to feel more confident and to make a connection with my subconscious mind, where I have been able to power that I had not really recognized before, and which I may have been trying to suppress. I am now working on expressing this power in healthier ways in my life. This is a an essence that I feel one can work with for a long time and can have very transformative results.